"Graduation (Friends Forever)" - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And we got so blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

[Repeat 1]

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

i LUV dis song..budden its kinda old..

hmmm...wad did i do the last 2 days??

[Thurs Oct 30..sTrEsS! yEs!]
hmm..normal day todae..played stress as usual..
for de first time i won benjamin shairah n alia!! wohoo~
3cheers for me..lame..hmm..datz all we did for de dae..
so bored..n den during lit watched lord of the rings..
abt 3/4 watching..1/4 playing cards..aRgH~ hid won
me in stress!! hmm..suposed to go 4 np..budden no mood..
hehe..actually lazy lah..

[Fridae Oct 31..sObS..LaSt dAy of sKoOL..sObS]
hmm..morning assembly..dat lion guy [mr ramli]
was talking abt cleanin up..so boring..hmm..
n den got prize giving..sharon got certificate
for de science quiz we recently did..
n guess wad? shairah also got a prize..umm.
certificates..for de debatin' thing..2-5 is runner up..
n 2-4 r de winners..[hMpH!!] n den had pe!!
so fun..sum played bball..sum played badminton..
at first i played badminton [bO-RiNG!]..
n den changed game since itw as so boring..
played floorball..i teamed up wit alia n rusy..
against hid shai n fatin..only 6 of us..bcos de
rest r all soo engrossed in deir games..
hmm..our team won..whee~bcos of teamwork??
haha..n den took photos wit hockey stick..so fun..
LAST PE LESSON!!

project work..played stress again!! n ms tang was
tellin' shairah dat dis was wrong..dis isnt hw the game is played..
hehe..shairah looked pissed off..haha..girl's reflexes are better
than boy's..hmm..went down to the booth? dunnoe wad
its called..talked abt things.. rusy n alia were tryin' 2 sell
deir pics to ppl..bcos rusy developed 'xtra' pics..so took pics
at the pond izit? fountain? went to malay class..played stress
against faizal..won one game..lost one game..

went back to class for the cleanin thingy..register 21-30 had
to go clean the 4 language rooms..everione was so hardworkin'..
even shengyuan..azhar n sadiq..so weird to c dem so
hardworkin'..went back to class..ms lim was alreadi dere..
hmm..she told us abt our results..dissapointin'?
not up to standard? hmm..she's dissapointed in us..
umm..got back results..vicki got first..[as usual]..
zhixin is 2nd[as usual]..whahaha..3rd is i dunnoe hu..
alia is 4th..hmm..n me?? i was so shocked!! i was 20!!
the middle of the class!! aRhH! percentage..67.2..
level position..156/273!! arGh!! no triple science..bubbye..
hmm..took class photo..hehe..so funny..shengyuan got scolded..
by ms lim..bcos he wasnt standing properlynor sumting..
hehe..everione was hugging each other..weijie hugged me.
hehe..dunnoe y..he said he happy or sumting..weird..
sumone promised to hug me but didnt..hmph..hehe..
im so sad..separated..all of us..haix..sobs sobs..
2-5 rulz~

hmm..went to mosque wit faizal n asri..late..sheesh..
we were disturbin' dis small boy in the bus..hehe..
dat boynvr fast sia!! uRgH~n he was eating potato chips..temptation..
wadeva..hmm..saw ppl in the bus..lots..whee~
after dat..took 14 back home....got dis 'mad' guy talkin to asri..
hehe..talked abt japanese occupation n stuff..siao..
hmm..so sad..last project work lesson..last lecture by ms
lim..last pe lesson..last time playin stress wit shirah dey all..
last time we will be together as a class..last time..
hmm..frenz foreva?

haix..im still sad..btw jwong is leaving..[i tink]..
englsih is gonna be bO-rInG~..
hmm..yeah..we going suntec 2moro..
support our skool..entrepeurneship thingy..
hmm..time flies, and that's the end of this year, but
certainly not our friendships.i hope you would have
a smooth future ahead and a lot luck, and some more...
good luck my friends.hmm..took dat from sumwhere..

dunnoe..wad else to write..2-5 foreva..hmm..y cant we have
a class BBQ or sumting..btw im a GUY!!!

umm..kinda fun dae..first had temperature taking at the
foyer..all muslim pupils were supposed to go dere..
hmm..after dat wnet back to class..nobodi dere sia!!
asked ms tang..she dunnoe where dey go..
haix..n den went down..saw adam..dey sae everione at parade
square..do wad ah? xperiment? hmm..actually we were
dere waiting for eddie tan..he was talkin' to sum ppl..
hmm..played heart attack at the parade square? shairah
had to do the fun dance..as a dare..n ppl were lookin'..
hmm..eddie tan was kind enuf not to scold ppl
for playin' poker cards..he's the best!

hmmden had english lesson..last english lesson..so sad..
played sTresS! hmm..i won..bcos alia shairah n vicki were
helping me..haha..dey so nice..i won~woo! hmm..recess
stayed back in class..listened to jay chou songs..so nice..
alia still hvnt burn for me..hmm..malay lesson..played
bluff..wit the barbie UNO cards..haha..wad else?? hmm..
nuting..maths..played de same game..stReSS!! mr lim gave sum
problem sums to do..but..nobodi wanted to do..haha..
hmm..played the whole dae..heart attack was the best..
we had to vote ppl out..after every game..n we were lyk shooing
sharong off..she anihow come n sit wit us n den play sia..
hmm..shameless..hehe..evil me..
im addicted to stress~!

haix..time passes so quickly..soon sec 2-5 will be
seperated..into 7 classes..evertihin's goin' to change..
our grp of frenz..our classmates..our teachers..our
textbooks..? hmm..i tink its kinda sad dat we r gonna
be seperated..budden we r still in the same skool
ritez? bud the feeling is different..im gonna miss
everibodi in my class..even though dose i hate
[i will still continue to hate sumone]..im gonna miss
eddie tan's lectures..ms lim's pinchin' of ears..
ms tang..mr lim n all the teachers dat r nt gonna teach
upper sec nxt year..n de 2-5 ppl..dickson..hu kps
insulting me..umm..its lyk music 2 my ears..
[yo porn-dan] hehe..insults by ben..dirty jokes
by galvin n christ..tze woon talkin' crap..
xinling lendin' me tissue paper..the bball bois rappin'..
the trip 2 the science centre..dose pe lessons..
n lots of other stuff..
i tink alia fatin n de rest wun b in the same
class as me..umm..all da bez for their studies..
i tink im to sentimental..sensitive new age guy?
[snag??] umm..i dunnoe ah..budden i feel lyke
im gonna miss dem altho' we r jz nxt door..
shuld stop thinkin' negative..

aRgH~! today sux man! so pissed off by a few freakin'
assholes! will talk abt it later on..during morning assembly,
ouyang came 2 talk to the sec2s abt streaming n stuff..
im nt going to take 3ple science nxt year!! den had com
lesson..watched our music video..my grp got onli 71 i tink..
sux man..

after dat was science..mr tan talked to us abt streaming
n stuff..dunman high's ppl attitude..n all sort of stuff ah..
kinda useful..n guess wad? our skool won first prize
for the bizworld thingy..beating RI n all the good skools..
wah! n the grp which won was reza's..consisting of
rasyidah..syikin..celine..viki n hanisah..n dey get to go to
sillicon valley! for free! wah! n mr tan was praising every
single one of them..n his lectures were kinda usefull too..

recess...stayed in class..didnt go down..im fasting..remember?
so hungry..umm..n we played UNO i tink..during recess n maths
lesson..n heart attack..kinda fun..the more the merrier?
malay..did nothing..played UNO wit azri n izyan..n den
looked at shafiee play UNO wit wiwi..hana n marissa..
lookz fun..so we didnt hv reading period..english was so boring..
alia is angry at me for dunnoe wad reason..maybe she's hungry?
wahhaha..no lah..she hates me..n shairah too..i tink..for not
buying her a bdae prezzie? n so dey all played n i kept quiet
for the whole one period..

special programme in the hall..did a survey..den i was abt to go
back home ah..n den dis stupid asshole rahmat adil wanted 2
borrow my hp..n den he ran away with it..wit his frenz..
n i had to chase after dem all the way to the gym..gRrRzz..
waste of time..had to play 'catching' with dem..n sadiq n
wiwi were useless..didnt even wan 2 help me!! uselesss!!
n dat faqeh took my wallet n ran arnd throwing it!!
uRgH~!! i hate dem!!! assholes!! n i jz slammed de door
at dem..

went to the busstop looking angry..saw lubna dere..
i was soo soo angry!! feel lyke killing dem!!
so took 14 wit her..hmm..it was raining..
saw sumone from our class sleeping in the bus..
hehe..so funny..LIFE SUX!!

freaking assholes!!! uRGH~!!!
didnt go for np 2 dae..too lazy..n alia!! dun forget to
burn the jay chou cd!!

umm..hi ppl..nuting much to sae 2dae..kinda bored at
home..no skool 2dae bcos of the moderation thingy..haix..
n im kinda HUNGRY..bcos im fasting..cant wait 2 break fast..
which is abt 7pm? cant wait 2 go back to skool 2moro..
bubbyez..
i jz changed the song..umm..thoia thoing..by r kelly..
nice ritez? budden taken from sumone's blog..can rite?

HeLo PpL!! long time nvr blog..hmm..anibodi miz me?
muahahaha...

[Fri Oct 24..Deepavalli]
ok..my hse got dis kind of gathering..umm..all my kuzzins
n aunties n stuff from my mum's side came..played wit
my com..n dey were so noisy!! irritating sia..n den dirty
my room summore..gRrz..n den called faizal whether he
wans to go mcdonalds after the promos..n den got insulted..
i jz asked him dat n den he said he has better things to
do than hang arnd at shoppin centres lyk school dropouts
n hoodlums or sumting..argh! i jz asked him n he had 2 sae all
dat..spoiled my mood only..its my life..n i can do wadeva i wanna
do wit it..wadeva..next!

[Sat Oct 25...PrOmOtIoN tEsT..]
umm..wake up at 8a.m..changed into my mufti..
smsed mel bfore i went out..didnt noe wad time
we were supposed to reach skool..either 9.30
or 10..umm..took 229..nobodi inside bus..am i late?
hope not..reached skool n den meet cheryl..saw sum
np ppl do drillz..isit the sec 2 squad?? luckily it was the
sec3 squad..aiya..make me so nervous? found out dat
everibodi was dere..im late? hu cares..its not even 10 yet..
n den changed..revised the drillz..gave mel her piggy..
n den practise for a while at the driveway..luckily its nt
dat hot..kinda cool n windy..no sun..no rain..wad a nice weather..
hmm..11.50 was lunch time..12.30 assembled in the parade square..
n den had to stand dere fro abt 20 mins? i dun tink de CIs
realise dat we r visible..n de sec3s get to be dismissed!!
[xcept sum hu failed deir promos last year..bwahaahah..]
ok..had uniform inspection..my uniform is kinda messy..all
the badges were not in order..got so many lines on my pants..
n den i was smiling n smiling at the ci..to get xtra marks?
luckily the CI was fatimah n dat imran guy..he is lyke
sumone hu doesnt care abt aniting..ok..so sum of the sec3s
didnt do as well as i xpected dem to be..i tink i was better..
=)..haha..dunnoe..i said so many wrong commands..
n de MOI kinda sucked to..everione was abt to laff..
even the CI..i tink..budden the biggest mistake i did
was to talk to dat bingsheng..sure fail..haix..n den i tink
de CI saw me talking also..after the promos had ended
eevrione was happy..wahahah..at last..stand dere for dunnoe
how many hours..5hrs??n den got debrief by fatimah n imran..
dey said dat our drillz sux [in proper language] dey also said
"sum ppl" will not pass..bcos dey were talking..n un4tunately..
dat "sum ppl" is me..sad story..haix..

after dat planned the mcdonald "outing"..3/4 of the sec2s
went 2 tamp de mcdoanlds..n den me jaime lihwei faezah
went to bdok the mc..budden at the skool busstop..played
wit dhana's hp..so cool..got camera summore..played arnd wit it..
i wan also!! n den took 14..meiling dora were dere also..bud
dey dun wanna go..haix..reached the mc..saw zhiqian anthony
n junkiat..budden the mc no space..so many ppl dere..n den
got bdae party summore..found sum seats..i was eating happily
n den my mother n sis came sia..spoiled my mood..gRrz..
said goodbye 2 everibodi..sad story number 2..

n den dey brought me to tm..[although i told dem dat my
feet was aching n dat im stinky]..budden dey still brought me
dere..hmm..tm..walked arnd lor..my parents was abt to buy for
me the n3310..whee~budden due to sum "certain circumstance"
i couldnt buy the phone..hmph..n den my parents wanted to
go bowling..told dem i didn wat 2..n 2 send me home..
budden my father drove straight dere.. i dun tink he cares abt
me at all..whether i die or sumting..all he cares iz dat he is nt late
for bowling..uRgh~spoiled my mood..i was lyke veri angry..didnt
talk at all in the lorry..at the bowling place..my granny n kuzzin
was dere..i was lyke puttin on a VERY VERY angry face..
n den suddenly my father shouted at me..said dat he wanted to
send me hm or sumting..budden i was lyk ignoring him..
n made him angrier..my sis was crying bcos my dad nvr shout
liddat bfore..wahhaha..in de end he stopped shouting at me..
so embarrasing..i didnt talk 2 him 4 de rest of the day
[it was 9pm at dat time]..sad story number 3..aiya..my story lyk
doesnt make sense liddat..n my granny n aunt jz kept quiet..
scared? datz all lah..so tired..spent the whole day
not at hm..so tired..sore feet..muscle aching..
slept..zZz..

[Sun Oct 26...TodaY Lah..didnt gO [ReLiGiOus] sKooL..]
woke up at 10..didnt go religious skool..for dunnoe
hw many times..de teacher also lyk nvr teach..
hmm..nw im updating my blog lah..duh~abt
de last 3 days..so boring..whole body still aching..
tomoro no skool..moderation thingy..hope
dat will pull my marks up..hmm..n 2moro is the first day
of the fasting month!!

hmm..jz nw in the morning so humiliated..de 1-8 bois
were playing soccer at the volleyball court..n den dey
kicked the ball out of dat area..n the ball landed right
in front of me..n i had to throw the ball..n my passing
was lyk shit..it didnt even reach dem..n i could see the
sec3 guys laffing at me..haix..embarrasing man..n dat
canvas shoe i bought was so..umm..painful..it was so
tight n my feet was swollen?wadeva..

umm..yeah..got back our maths results..as expected
i FAILED..got only about 45.5%..
imagine dat i failed 3 subjects..some of my classmates
were shocked..haix..my grades r dropping..tze woon
got highest in class..abt 15 ppl passed? i tink..
pathetic ya? so went through the paper..went recess early..

after recess was english..got back papers..so satisfied..
i got a2 for english..so unbelievable..umm..70 marks..
whee~n i didnt fail any sections..surprising..im
kinda happy..tze woon got same marks as me..
n azhar got 71! aiya..so english lesson was spent
playing..doing nothing..actually wanted to play cards
budden no cards..so play the 'winking' game..
sumtin abt detectives n murderer?
kinda lame..n den played truth n dare..wit da galz..
[..n ben..] hmm..i had to do 2 dares..had to 'flirt'
wit mr wong or sumting..haha..lame ritez? 2 times
summore..n he has an n-gage phone..cool..i wan!!
ok..n den chiouhuey had to do a dare..ask alex how
long his[ahem ahem..] was..n den he showed his
fingers..n de gals were shocked..so long?? hahah..
fun~n jwong was bz playng cards
wit da rest..muahahah..

after dat was assembly..had a talk abt umm..patent n stuff?
n dat guy's voice was kinda funny..lyke a mouse? haha..
n he gave out sum games to dose hu answered the
qns correctly..after dat got scolded by janice chao for
nt being good audience n stuff..liddat also wanna scold..
waste time..after dat we watched the imovie [fun dance]
made by the sec 2 classes..the first one..[2-1's..] was
kinda nice..got animation and all dose stuff..kinda
cool..n funny..n guess wad? our class also got selected..
hu's grp?alex n his gang..so unexpected..i tot it was
galvin's grp or sumting budden it was kinda funny..
bballs n stuff..n de NGs was kinda nice..
sumone got kicked..haha..

after dat got np..hmm..dunnoe y jaime is not talking to me..
i talked to her she nvr answer back..np sux as usual..
had to do drillz..MOI n stuuff..so tired..i was lyke abt
to faint,so hot summore..n de promos is so near..
2 more days..i wanna be a corporal..! ok..after
dat went back wit faezah huiyi dey all..took 14..
didnt wan to take 229..later hv to
sit by myself since jaime doesnt want to talk
2 me or sumting..faezah left her watch in school!
haha..hmm...reached back home..so tired..

n den online so many ppl ask me..
"eh..u fail 3 subjects izit?"
hmm..yeah i fail..btw happy deepavalli!
L-A-M-E..no skool tomoro n mondae..

ReSuLtZ

Dnt 45%
Maths 45.5%
LIt 48%
HMT 66%
Science 66%
English 70%
History 79%
Average:...60.5%?

"I'm Just A Kid"-Simple Plan

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

[Chorus]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, I'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own and here it goes

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

What the hell is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
and every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat x5]

I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world.


I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is nobody wants to be alone in the world
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me.

Tonight.

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight


**nice song..kinda true also..

hmm..checked lit paper? sux..failed..section a got 14/25?
section b umm..12/20? 1/2 more mark to pass!! n section
c i got 10/25 only! altogether i FAILED!!! 48%!! luckily dey
r gonna count the CA marks..i got 70% u noe..haha..n den
watched dis movie..kinda coool..wads de name ah..contact
i tink..sci-fi movie or sumting..abt space n stuff..kinda cool..
gonna finish watching nxt week..whee~

ok..after recess was..umm..yeah..history..kinda happy..=)
got highest in class for section C [structured] whee~ 48/50
cant believe it sia..budden section a+b was 31/50!!
shit!! pull my history grades down!! sighz..so now i get
umm..79% only!! alia got 84%..zx got 83%..n all bcos
of my section a+b my history grade dropped..was passing messages
to fatin while govind was talking..hehe..n den rusy sat outside..kena
punish..muahaha..so fun..n den surprisingly alex got 73%..cool..
n den govind was lyk.."wah~dis boy always play in class can get so high ah?"
haha..umm..

dnt next..teo came to our class..i failed dnt..haiz..so far 2 subjects..i fail..
budden havent count maths...dat im sure to fail..45% only u noe..
haix..spend the rest of the period talking..n being chased by ppl?
[hariadi + christ] hmm..2dae is so weird..ppl in my class were throwing
plasticine arnd the class..loox fun..n dey got the plasticine from
the leftovers of the candle making class..n karl n tze woon made sumting
disgusting out of it..during lit..hehe..disgusting perverts..
oh yah..n den after checking lit paper..umm..went to dnt workshop..looked at display things..n den got lucky draw or sumting..win camera..hehe..
datz all ah..

2mroo sure die..going to get back maths!! n english..haix..
wish me luckz..haiz..n den after dat got talk abt intelectuall thing..
2moro got np..practise for promo..dun wan go!! i wan quit..budden
to late liao..hmm..datz all lah..whee~

oh yah..need to giv sumone sumting..hope she lykes
it..its just a stuff toy..happy bdae melissa!

umm..had skool 2dae..duh~ had deepavali performance..
kinda cool..the dance all dose stuff..did sum surveys..
abt needs n cares or sumting n abt post exam..after
recess had malay..got back our results..so unsatisfying..
got 39/60 for paper 1..49/80 for paper 2 n ummm..9/10
for listening..overall was only 66%!! help!! and the
whole of 2-2 got distinction..n asri got highest..haiz..
n den shafiee gave a talk about whether u shuld drop
hmt n stuff..umm..had science later on..eddie tan..
gave back science paper..got 66%!! budden luckily
checked my paper properly..got 1 xtra mark..whee~
dickson got less than me..double whee~im so bad..
actually i dun care..he always make fun of me wan..
porn-dan..haha..umm..67% is not dat satisfying also..
hmm..n i got 9/10 marks for 2 qns..so happi..dismissed..
went for np..sux man..did drills..i was slacking all da way..
n den muz do sum MOI? dunnoe wad it means..forgot..
n den i tink i will fail the corporal test? hmm..its dis sat
n i dunnoe wad to do..n dat weison keep callin my name..
bcos i didnt do drills properly..aRgH~n den i was 'sick' n
sat down..talk to pras abt np n stuff..kinda fun? at least
dun hv to do drills? kkz..debrief..got so many comments
abt me..by weison..sheesh..im sure to fail the promos..
haiz..datz all..i heard sumting abt maths results..1/2 of
the level fail their maths?? haiz..i tot 3/4 fail..whee~
tomorrow->lit...history...dnt..

Hmm..2dae had the post exam thingy..chess n stuff lah..
umm..took a long time to start playing the game bcos
some ‘irresponsible’ ppl didn’t sign up for the games..
hmm..so I was in the same grp as aaron~dat np guy..
irritating..umm..so I teamed up wit him 4 the chess thingy..
n we won..budden we lost checkers n umm..boggle..heck
care..after dat had food fair..stupid Christopher force me
to buy his stall things..waste money onli sia..didn’t buy
aniting from the np stall…haha..traitor..didn’t noe dat
Dickson was tendind the air rifle stall..haha..so funny..
umm..so boring..so me galvin gerry hariadi n renliang
went to the library..we weren’t allowed in bos only
sec4s were allowed..bitch..so had dis performance..
acapella sumting..kinda nice..budden dis guy was
dancing n singing at the same time..n his actions were
so exaggerated? Sumting liddat..n his voice wasn’t dat
nice..it sucked..dat was wad I tink..hmm..n den everyone
was dismissed..waited for fatin at the canteen..wanted
to go out..n den waited for mirah at the busstop..she took
a long time to reach..while waiting for mirah..had a talk wit
fatin..talked abt lots of things..found out dat im not the only
one wit troubles..(its better to give than get sumting?)
actually wanted to go to orchard or sumting..budden changed
our mind..decided to go to parkway..changed our mind again..
decided to go to TM..hehe..met shida n raudhah n wani dere..
so went to KFC wit dem..talked abt lotsa things..umm..n I was
quite as usual..went to This Fashion wit dem..dey wanted to
look at g-strings n stuff..bud to bad dere was none dere..
umm..i saw mj n his frens outside swensens..haha..
so went to umm..cs..went to wads dat store called[MeTrO]..
n den dey looked at prom dresses n stuff..n g-strings..muahaha..
so tired..shida was looking arnd for fahmy’s bdae present..hmm..
datz all ah..so tired..tomorrow got np..so boring..n we are going
to check our exam papers!!

hmm..juz now went to the cemetry..dig up ppl's graves..actually
went to visit my granpa's grave..its lyke every year we go dere lah..
n den visit my sis's grave also..so hot..umm..juz listened to dido's cd..
the first 5 songs were nice..especially the first one..white flag..
n andrea de cruz got married ydae..eevry newspaper has her name
on it..n dis reporter from the new paper was complaining dat she
was rude or sumting..datz all..tomoro post exam! oh yeah..jz now
i watched dis lizzie mcguire show..quite nice..abt dis girl n her frens
ah..quite touching..and quite true..

[YeStErDaY]
Went out wit my parents as usual..umm..first we went to
parkway..I bought the dido cd..dey said it wad nice..is it?
Dunnoe..must listen to it first..hmm..n den went bowling..
played only one game..got 137..kinda good lah..at least
better than the last time dat I played..den went to eat
dinner..I had to sit wit my 5year old kuzzin at the back of
the lorry..kinda fun lah..we were singing some stupid songs..
n den got dis guy on a bike waving at us..n den we waved
at him..haha..he nearly fell of the bike..n den we shouted ‘boo’ at the
ppl ..dis guy pointed his middle finger at us..stupid..cant even
take a joke..got dis guy who was walking alone..n den we shouted
‘boo’ at him..n he was quite shocked..haha..although wad we did was
lame it was kinda fun though..den reach the
destination we ate dinner lor..den smsed alia..she was kinda
‘depressed’ for a certain reason..hmm..yeah I bot a present
for sumone..hope she lykes it..btw Melissa’s n farah’s bdae is
coming..happi bdae to dem..
whee~wad a fun dae..

umm..todae was kinda fun..in the morning we were divided
into our different art classes.. im in dat chinese painting class..
luckily im not the only malay dere..got elyana n her gang also..
i juz realised dat i have lots of pimples on my face..all the other
guys dun have as many pimples as me..sum dun even have any..
dis has nuting to do with wad i am bloggin' abt todae..
ok..so after dat we went back to class..did dis science quiz..
hard lah..dun understand a thing..general science knowledge
stuff..oh yeah..n den rusy tied her hair..n it was nt nice..it sux..
i'm so bad..but too bad its true..
after dat went to 1-5..did our art thing..altogether got
2 chinese painting class..the other class went to 1-6
most of the ppl were from our class..de teacher was mdm
lim carpet? n she was a retired teacher from st margaret's?
n altogether there were 21 ppl? yeah..n so we
drew goldfish n rambutans..my painting was so ugly..haha..
ppl were laffing at it..oh yeah..den we walked to all the
classes to look at the different things other classes did..
the copper tooling looks nice..n it was raining..i pity the
ppl at the beach..get caught in the rain..=P
hmm..n after dat went for fridae prayers wit mohsan..
n den went to my aunt's hse..dunnoe 4 wad..everitime also go dere..
so boring..
oh yah..n i wore unicorn today..not nice!! i wan wear griffin!

**I hate being around people who make me feel shitty
I hate being around people who dont give a shit bout me
I hate being around people who pretend
I hate being Neglected
I hate being Forgotten
I hate being Unloved
I hate being Hated
I hate being Used
I hate being Left Out
I hate being Hurt
I hate being Angry
I hate being Mean
I hate being Ugly
I hate being Sad
I hate being Depressed
I hate being Bored
I hate being Stressed
I hate being myself

woo~i lyke dat thoia thoing song by r kelly..so addictive..thoing thoing thoing..

**Taken from 'sumone's' blog..happy now? =P

aRgH!! dere's sumting wrong wit my tagboard!! help!!
umm..juz heard from raudhah dat its normal..hope so..
thx ya? umm..i joined international chess n othello n umm..
one other game..forgot the name..[BoGgLe]for the post exam..sighz..
umm..just finished watching holland v..yeah..dat woman wanna
divorce dat man..muahaha..great..

juz came back from listening..waste time onli..umm..the
skool canteen so many ppl..n den the listening was a waste
of time..lotz of ppl came late..especially dat azhar..come
any time he wants..the exam nearly over..n den he came..
umm..actually wanted to go tm or sumting..asked ppl..budden
nobodi wanted to go..so didnt go..now im stuck at home..
fatin is at the beach i tink..sum psl thingy..so fun..i wanna
go also..sobs..i wanna be psl!! n den dis morning..waiting
for de 229 bus..goit dis weird guy..came out from the bus
n den jumped out n shouted hello..dunnoe hu he talking to..
umm..saw dis guy..keep lookin' at me..maybe i forgot to
zip my pants..ooops..actually no lah.. muahahaha..juz
found out dat my kuzzin went to the linkin park show
in malaysial..cool!!! i also wanna go!! budden the concert
is over..haiz..umm..juz read farah's blog..she wrote
a poem abt me?? aww.. i tink my tagboard isnt working..
oh yeah..

so bored at home..nuting to do..watched tv..the show also
boring..how come the sec ones get to go to the beach?
n den we must stay in skool n do the post exam activities..
hmm..2moro the listening..waste time onli..starts at 11.15
and ends at umm..12? so..dis fridae got post exam...we all
got the art class..n dis brainiest kids thing? go to school webbie
for more info ya?

exams over at last..dnt sux..realli..luckily dun have to
take dnt nxt yr..hmm..so i chose the chinese paintin thing
for post exam activity..n chose the scrabble thingy for
the game..but the problem is dat i dunnoe how to play
chineses chess! hmm..so when is the post exam activity?
fridae or next week? hmm..finished the dnt paper in half
an hour..hope i dun FAIL badly..so went back wit galvin..
hmm..the exams are over..anibodi wants to go out? go
jalan2 or sumting..im bored..

Leo Horoscope Previous Day - Next Day
Sun Oct. 12, 2003 by Astrocenter.com
There is a deep longing for you to be comforted and
reassured, dear Leo. You may want nothing more than
for someone to come over to your house and fix up
some warm homemade soup. If this is the case, feel
free to pick up the phone and ask a good friend to come
over and do so. Don't continue to play the part of the
strong independent one if this isn't exactly the way
you are feeling. If you are never honest about your
needs, it will be impossible for anyone to know how to fulfill them.

Leo Compatibility

Compatible: Aries, Gemini, Libra, Sagittarius
Complex Feelings: Leo, Aquarius
Strange Attractors: Taurus, Scorpio
Incompatible Cancer:Virgo, Capricorn, Pisces
Leo Preferences
· Book · Chocolate · Food
· Movie · Music · Sport (??????)
· Television

[YeStErDaY]
went out the whole day..went bowling also..played
bowling with my parents..played only one game..got
a pathetic score of 127..after dat studied history..
cramped all the facts into my tiny brain..hmm..
[ToDaY]
de history test was ok ah..kinda easy..budden not
enuf time..my hands were aching..wrote so many things..
didnt finish 2 of the source base qns..15 mrks gone..
bubbye..wasted just liddat..oh yah..dat ms leong was
our invigilator..just entered the class n den go and
ask,"do u noe hu i am?" wad a stupid question..i tink
she expected the answer to be mrs lim instead of ms
leong..after the examthought of wad to choose for the
post exam activity..galvin gerry dey all chose chinese
painting? fatin dey all chose sumting else..wanted to
join dat but got no space..i dunnoe whether to join the
painting thing..but sounds boring..dunnoe wad to join..sheesh..

hmmm..wad is [great?] depression? is it when you suddenly
feel so lonely in dis world although u have frens..n dun
have the mood to talk to anione..look so glummy everidae..
feel dat life has no meaning? feel as if u wanna cry..but
dunno de reason y? isit bcos of exam stress?
if dats the meaning of depression..den im suffering
from depression..i dunnoe..haiz...

hmm..im easily irritated..not easily angry..bitchy?
hmm..not romantic..yeah..datz me..haha..nearly
finished studying history..yeah..look on the bright
side of life..i wanna be happy always..yeah..

I am 85% Evil Genius

I am pure evil. I lie awake at night devising schemes of world domination, and I will not rest until all living souls bend to my will.

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AUGUST: Loves to joke.(T) Attractive Suave and caring.(F)
Brave and fearless.(F) Firm and has leadership qualities.(?)
Knows how to console others.(F) Too generous.(T)
Extraordinary spirit.(F) Easily angered.(T!) Angry when provoked.(T)
Observant.(F) Careful and cautious.(F) Thinks quickly.(?)
Independent thoughts.(T) Loves to lead and to be led.(T)
Loves to dream.(T) Talented in the arts, music and
defenses.(??) Sensitive but not petty.(T!) Poor resistance
against illnesses.(?) Learns to relax.(?)
Hasty and rusty.(?)Romantic.(T! haha..)
Loving and caring.(T) Loves to make friends.(T)

T=TrUe
F=FaLsE
?=DuNnOe

i have nothing better to do..studying history now..hmm..
industrial revolution..riots..world war 2..

maths sux too! aRgH~! every subject sux..the paper
so hard..n den give onli one hour to do..how to finish
..just lyke wwad mr lim said..dis paper is 3 times
harder than last year's..n 3 times more the number
of questions! i definetely wun get into the triple
science class..hope i get into combination 6..n de
person hu set the paper was ms leong..(also known
as mrs lim..)set the paper so hard..dunnoe she get
from dunnoe where..sum other schools paper maybe..
ri or sumting..n i didnt finish lots of questions..history!
mi favourites subject..must do my best..dnt also..
must get full marks! pull up all my grades..
actually my dnt also sux..maths was supposed to be
my best subject?n sum pp, have changed..especially
dat khairul from 2-4..i boarding the bus den anihow push
gRr..

..My Top 5 Favourite Songs..(For Now)
1. Why Don't You And I - Santana feat. Alex Band
2. Perfect - Simple Plan
3. Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
4. White Flag - Dido
5. Never Leave You - Lumidee..

uh oh uh oh uh oh..
...MaThs sUx...

hmm..liit exam sux..going 2 fail..dat azhar came late..
de exam going to finish den he come..n den we got lyk
onli one a half hours to do 3 section..25marks each..
cant finish de paper..so stoopid..section a..got dat unseen
prose? dunnoe wad to write for the suspense part..
wasted lyk 45 minutes on section a..precious time
wasted..section b so difficult! dunnoe wad to write..
section c easy lah..budden got no time to finish
writing! aRgH~!! how to get into triple science??
im very sure i wun get in it ah..haiz..almost all mi
kuzzins in triple science..haizz..n im supposed to
be the studious one among all of dem..tomorow
maths paper1..my one and only hope
to pass my final year maths??

PeRfEcT - SiMpLe pLaN

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

..EnD..

yO~ science exams ok ah..kinda confident dat i will pass..
hmm..2moro lit..my second worst subject? how do i
study lit? got no time to read the whole book..only
one day left..and kctan nvr giv us any notes or aniting..haiz..

Nature's first green is gold
Her hardest hue to hold
Her early's leaf a flower
But only so an hour
Then leaf subsides to leaf
So Eden sank to grief
So dawn goes down to day
Nothing gold can stay

nice poem ritez? i made it myself u noe..haha..:P

haiz..times passes so quickly..next year the whole
class of 2-5 wiill be seperated..into 7 classes..
new classmates..new teachers..new subjects..
gonna miss everibodi..although we are going 2 be
on the second floor..hehe..crap


You are Professor X!

You are a very effective teacher, and you are very
committed to those who learn from you. You put
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because you fear failure more than anything
else. You are always seeking self-improvement,
even in areas where there is nothing you can do
to improve.


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2dae's maths exam sux..so difficult..never even finish..
:'(..sum ppl cried..its normal..wonder y the paper is
so hard..tink im gonna flunk dis paper..mus do better
for paper 1..mi onli hope..hmm..mi links arent working..
pathetic..science 2moro..mi weakest subject..haiz..
hope the xams end soon..

new layout..links cant work..

**14 years of life on earth..hmm..i must have done
a lot of bad things..making fun of others..insulting ppl..
shooting mi mouth off..(?) being insensitive..irritating(?)..
talking without thinking first..n other things..
erm..frenz..i have a bunch of them..maybe i have not
treated dem good enough..i shuld treasure the frenship
..but i still feel left out sumtimes wit alia fatin dey all..hmm..
n i dun even have a best fren..haiz..y? i also dunnoe..
izit bcos ppl dun lyk me? ppl detest me? im not friendly?
im a LoSeR? n i dun even trust mi own frenz..lyk i dun even
share mi troubles wit dem..mayb i shuld trust dem more..
i'm sorry ok..hmm..sumtimes i feel lyk im in a world of my
own..alone..i tink sum ppl hate me..i dunnoe ah..
i have such a wild imagination? n i tink dat
life sux ah..life can be soo unfair..hu agrees wit me??
im soory i cant be peerrrfect..

**Im tAlKiNg cRaP~**

..WhAt KiNda aNiMaL aRe yOu..
..MoNkEy..
You are attractive and hyper. You have a lot of friends and u r really outgoing. Your funky and "unique" theres no one else like you.
You gossip alot. . You want attention and like to be a leader.

The last line is kinda true but unfortunately the first line isn't..

aRgH~wad's wrong wit me? im lyk bcoming so blur..n im so forgetful..aRgH~

yO~not going 2 update my blog from dis week onwards..need to study for examz..erm..
but i will be back after the exams are over..good luck for ur exams everibodi..=)

yO~bad dae 2 dae..pe kinda fun..but sumone had to spoil my mood..mr soh lah..keep scolding me..bcos i nvr do things rite..wadeva..so we played basketball..during the trainig thing..erm..must pair up n den mus thrw the ball in2 the hoop! n mi ball went in..yEaH~ first time sia..im noot good at sports..cant even pass a ball properly..hmPh..
so happi! scored a goal~project work..we dun need 2 do the presentation bcos ms tang's laptop cant connect 2 the internet..in de end mus giv her the hard copy or sumting..assembly's soo boring..sum indian ppl demonstrated to us sum indian thingy..n dey didnt turn on the aircon! so hot! erm..ok..an hour ago..i sumhow spoiled mi dad's hp..he jus bought it..i was exploring the new phone..n den accidentally dropped it..n den the colour all gone..the screen blank..im soo dead..english exam on mondae..tuesdae is maths..haiz..wednessdae is science!! btw i heard dat my maths teacher is erm..is the bf of another class's maths teacher? weird..

aRgH~im soo angry! i need to vent my frustration on sumone! but..y am i angry?? i also dunnoe y..during lit class suddenly felt so angry..n den alia said she n fatin called me n den i nvr reply..n den she also said dat i put up an angry face de whole lesson..how come i ignored dem? wads happening 2 me? y shuld i be angry? at who? for wad? aRgH! forget it..i even shouted at sumone..haiz..sori fatin..sori alia..

ok..so 2dae had our LAST dnt lesson..hmm..did our shovel? trowel? n our erm..tissue holder..my trowel sux..so plain..so normal..so simple..mi tissue holdr also..i was drilling mi tissue holder n den suddenly i lost control n den the workpiece was lyke stuck on dat drill thingy n spinning arnd..luckily i switched off the machine..n den fatin help me out back the 'drill bit'??or else mr teo see i die..the buffing machine was also dangerous..i was smoothing dat thing n den lost my concentration..dat thing nearly hit renliang..erm..got lotz of other things happen..budden nvm..hmm..english..jwong didnt come..recess..sum ppl realized dat i cut mi hair? sum say its nice..is it? maths got back re-test..mi name was first..everybody tot i got the highest..(38/40) but actually he give in random order..everybody was clapping u noe..i got erm..34/40! sUx..the first qns so easy also dunnoe how 2 do..science was kinda fun..LASt science lesson..according to shairah..erm..mr tan came to class..announced dat he changed his hp number..n den asked sumone to change his sim card for him..haha..erm..
science did revision on acid alkali..forgot everting..bfore the lesson ends..lisong n tze woon(zZz..) snatched all mi things..lame sia dey all..and den i wasted mi time trying to get back all de things..lit..slept for a while..when i woke up from mi 'sleep'( act. i wasnt sleeping..) lyk bad mood liddat..dunnoe y..haiz..hope 2 moro will be a better day for me..
after lit ended..walked out of skool wit a sulking face..angry..went 2 matthias hse..did project work presentation..amirah could not come..got sumting on..budden hidayah was supposed 2 come..n wad was her reason 4 not coming? she dun wan2 come! hMpH~everiting also dun wan 2 do..n de presentation was lame..haiz..datz all..mi dae sUx..

yO~juz came back from de barber..juz cut mi hair..hmm..short..not dat nice i tink..have 2 face the humiliation tomorrow..haiz..ok..2dae normal lessons..mrs ouyang told us to cross the road safely(i tink datz wad she said)...wad kinda of advice is dat? ok..history was kinda nice..mrs govind is the best history teacher on the whole world..hu agrees with mi? she gives us notes..revise with us frequently..give hints on the upcoming exam..she's nice..lit..we went through the exam furmat..n we went through last yr's exam paper..boring ah..after skool actually wanted to do de 're-test' for the fun dance..luckily guan hong wantd to do it 2moro..so..went 2 de busstop it fatin alia..shairah..amirah raudhah dey all..took 14...wanted to go 2 changi airport..my mum n sis n my kuzzin will be waiting 4 me dere..dunnoe go dere 4 wad..nuting 2 see down dere..onli planes..erm..went 2 tanah merah..took de train wit shairah alia n mirah..went changi airport wit dem..dey wanted 2 study..reza hana marissa n nafisah wuz dere also..2 study i guess? hmm...so shairah wanted to c wad mi mum looked lyk..in de end dey left..hmm..mi mum suggested eating at swensen's..budden de q so long..so went 2 the one near TM..so i ate icecream ah..not dat nice..got strwaberry! i dun lyk..n de waitress at de swensen's all so clum-z..cannot even hold a tray properly..got glass fell on de floor..n den the floor so wet..n den drop so many other things..so tired..slept in the bus on de way home..datz all ah..nxt week exam..english n den maths n den dunnoe wad..bUbBYeZ..