**14 years of life on earth..hmm..i must have done
a lot of bad things..making fun of others..insulting ppl..
shooting mi mouth off..(?) being insensitive..irritating(?)..
talking without thinking first..n other things..
erm..frenz..i have a bunch of them..maybe i have not
treated dem good enough..i shuld treasure the frenship
..but i still feel left out sumtimes wit alia fatin dey all..hmm..
n i dun even have a best fren..haiz..y? i also dunnoe..
izit bcos ppl dun lyk me? ppl detest me? im not friendly?
im a LoSeR? n i dun even trust mi own frenz..lyk i dun even
share mi troubles wit dem..mayb i shuld trust dem more..
i'm sorry ok..hmm..sumtimes i feel lyk im in a world of my
own..alone..i tink sum ppl hate me..i dunnoe ah..
i have such a wild imagination? n i tink dat
life sux ah..life can be soo unfair..hu agrees wit me??
im soory i cant be peerrrfect..

**Im tAlKiNg cRaP~**