Sunday, July 04, 2004

uRgH~ SYF 2004 SUX!! THE CI'S SUCK IM SO BLOODY PISSED OFF!! ARGH!!!

kKs..hAiXx~ first im gonna tell u abt de normal boring stuffs.. had o levels listening..listened to sum malay station..de song dey play so crap.. thnk god i controlled myslf from laffing.. listening was quite ok.. den all went bstop lorrs..de gals n fz n wiwi wanted to go smwhr or smtng.. i had lyk a hard time waiting for a taxi..took a long time for it to come..i took de taxi..den de rest hu were at de othr side of de rd were waving to me..hahah..dey so funni lahh..

fine..de taxi driver was a psycho..talking to himselves and cursing everi car dat drove past..n he drove veri slow lorr..my taxi bill to the national stadium was lyk 7bux++..

fine..reached liaoxx..lost dere..asked de NS guy whr gate 2 was.. so useless..dnoe whr it is..so i travelled arnd the stadium..met sum ppl.. so changed wif dem lorr..ended up at sum toilet which has lots of ncc ppl.. so obvious im lost.. -sObS-

so aftr changing..went back to GATE2..dis was whr all de trouble started.. met up wif B1..wanted to from up..BUT dey were sizing..dat aslam told me to stand one side..hmm..den lotsa othr ppl hu came late cos of o levels came.. stood one corner..den dat aslam told us to go smhwr else..fine..obeyed his orders..B1 went smwhr else n de whole bunch of us were left dwn dere..wif B2..den must join reserve..i was lyk waddehell?? how culd dey send us to resrve..den gt dis FAT guy asked hu nt happi.. den me n a few othr guys put up our hands lorr..den mst stand bhind B2..

I came for all de trainings.. how culd dey jst put me in reserve? its lyk nt fair? train until so hard n jst bcos i came late cos of o levels i became a RESERVE..!! uRgH~ wtf!!

den stand bhind B1..gt dis RI guy debating wif de CI..i respect him! den dose hu nvr come last week bcame reserves n we were sent sumwhr else.sit near BoIs bRiGaDe dere.. den lyk all de CIs abandon us here? dey SUCK lorr.. talk to dat aslam..den he tell me no space dnoe wad crap..BLOODDY HELL!! he said he will find us space.. wait fer lyk dnoe hw long..de first training started..we were still sitting dere wif a whole bunch of reserves.. sad..i was lyk bloody PISSED..i feel lyk betrayed? cheated? sad? angry? wanna cry?

aftr first rehearsal..den we were still sitting dere..gt to noe dis catholic high guy..nice guy..he also pissed..he sae if he nt inside den go home..talk to dat aslam again..he said wanna reshuffle again..yahh.riite.. den he talk to dat CHS boi..me n jen sat dwn dere again..den dis nice guy a.k.a as mr-toh-lookalike came to console us..he said dat de whole ting very messed up..nt planned properly..hAiXx~

n dat CHS GUY GOT INSIDE lor!!! urgH!! so UNFAIR!! i shuld haf threatened to go home!! den de parade STARTED lorr.. dat aslam BROKE HIS PROMISE..he said he wanted to reshuffle lorrs..n he didnt..BIG FAT LIARR.. uRgH~..

im gonna hate dis ting for my whole life..den dey started marching out.. de band playing de song to march out..i wanna cry lorrs..hear de band music i wanna cry..nt dat its touching or wadds.its jst dat im supposed to go out and march..BUT now im stuck as a RESERVE!! uRgH!! FUCK DEM LAHH!!

-sObS- i wanna cry..i culd haf cried..im going to cry..but i didnt..

den aftr finishing mst go back PA lorrs..n i haf to carry water lorrs.. wad dey tink i am..waterboi ahh..BlOoDy HeLL..n den take bus oso no space.. mst sit at de BLOODY STAIRCASE dere..uRgH..todae is such a bad day..

-sObS-

went back PA..B1..B2..G1 n G2 gt debrief wif the CIs n stuffs.. RESERVE leh? all abandoned at one side..u guys are BIASED! hMpH~ den changed n stuffs.. so bloody angry..called alia rite dere at de PA..cos im so pissed off..de CI infrnt oso i dun care..y shld i care siax.. uRgH~

den dismiised de lorr..jst lyk dat..no debrief no noting.. nvr even sae thx or sori..so rude..I HATE U GUYS!! SYF 2004 SUX!!

go back still mst march..heck lahh..jst swing arms can liaox..im nvr going PA again..dat aslam still can sae 'see u 2 yrs ltr' to everibodi..'haf fun'..haf fun my foot lahhx.. den met cheryl..jacq..jk n yuling dere.. my prnts nt fetching..cos we all eating at novena..

went BK n eat..so ex..talked n stuffs..dey veri nice to talk lorrss..im so lucky to haf dem dere wif me..went kfc..saw dat bitch chen lianyu..den all 6 of us were string at her? she stared back at us? hahah..so funni..den we all go dere again n stare at her.. hahah..lame sia..walked arnd novena.. went back..took mrt..
last syf practice..uRgh~ dun ever mention de words..
->baton..syf..contigent..B1..fishtank or ani othr words regarding syf to me..i hate it!! uRgh!!

SYF SUCKS!! IM SO GOING TO COMPLAIN TO FARIZAH..DEN SHE COMPLAIN TO THE PERSON IN CHARGE OR SMTNG..U GUYS WATCH OUT!1 ArGh!! i shall do dat on tuesdae..if i remmeber..

im so nt going to forget dis..im lyk so obsessed wif syf..nn..its all gone wrong? my chance of a lifetime? i shldn haf came yesterdae..biased ppl.. i came for ALL the practices..its just dat i came late dat dae cos i got O LEVELS!! urgh..



-betrayed..cheated..sad..angry-

im soo sad.. -sObS-